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From My Soul

It’s been ages since I was in love, and I honestly can’t say if my heart in romance still believes, but I know that it’s an easy target for charming […]

From My Soul

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How do you get over a broken heart?

How do you get over something like that? I don’t know if you ever do. You just learn to deal with it. You split yourself in two. There is one […]

How do you get over…?

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tale of two wolves

Tale of Two Wolves is an old Cherokee Indian fable of inner conflict. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He […]

Tale of Two Wolves

Kissable

Burning bridges, turning new pages, it’s all becoming a bore… Nothing surprising – Been there, done that, so many times before. And just as people around me started to turn […]

Kissable

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There seems to be a strong connection between one’s luck and his sense of direction. In other words, there must be something that pulls your strings, something that happiness brings. […]

Lady Luck

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The Little You Have May Be More Than You Will Ever Need

I once knew an Alice, she was a real doll, stunningly beautiful, magnetic, grand… Wherever she went, whatever she did, she had men eating out of her hand. Yet for […]

The Little You Have…

life is short and boring as fuck

MAD BUNNY: I am a high flyer living a pedestrian life, as self-destructive as a lamb in love with the butcher’s knife. I read and walk and think and muse […]

Life is short and

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The One

ALICE: Not sure if I ever believed in the one. The one I’ve been waiting for all along The one who makes me feel I belong The one who makes […]

The One

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THE MAD BUNNY: One goes through life meeting all kinds of people. (I’ve already elaborated on that, a few scenes back.) But the point is, so many of those people […]

Don’t Forget to Flush

Imagine waking up one day to find the world has turned upside down in every possible way… What was right has become left, what was abundant is now bereft and […]

Upside Down

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If you are a giver, don’t let anyone tell you that you should think twice before you give or that you should ration your heart’s desire and watch out who […]

Wrong Or Right

Alice and the Mad Bunny

Alice in Wonder-Fucking-Land “You are quite a pleasant surprise. You make a good doobie”, said the Mad Bunny as he took another drag of Alice’s giant joint. She shrugged her shoulders […]

Alice and the Mad Bunny

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Stepping out I look about – It’s crazy, to see in full color on such a gloomy day… I’m used to seeing the world around me in fifty shades of […]

Out At Last

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Malo je muzike koju uvek mogu da slusam, bez obzira na raspolozenje, kao muziku Nusrata Fateh Ali Khana. Jedna od pesama koju posebno volim je Sajna Tere Bina. Davnih 90tih sam […]

Tere Bina: od Nusrata do Rakile

ŽIVOT ME NOSI Zivot me nosi, zivot je voda I svaka kap si ti A ja sam bez tebe pustinja zedna U moru ljubavi Da, dug je put do usca […]

Rakila

My favorite dream is to walk on water, and fight like a man, and not be scared… – Lucas River

Superhero Dreams

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Go all the way – Charles Bukowski Poem Find your meaning of life, create your meaning of life, then go all the way Tom O’Bedlam Spoken Verse Poet: Charles Bukowski […]

Go All The Way

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I’ve traveled wide and far from Cape Town to Big Ben from Graceland to Mumbai I’ve met so many men Multitude of faces different countries, races Each with their traditions, customs and religions, […]

Social Chameleon

The first things that come to mind when I think of innocence are boldness and lack of experience. The lack of experience believe it or not can be the greatest […]

Innocence

There are two kinds of people: winners and losers and I am not going to waste my words on the latter since the latter don’t matter. I will tell you […]

Be A Winner

I’ve tried shedding skin Just like snakes do To reinvent myself To be more like you But I’m not a snake However hard I try to be Underneath my skin […]

Shedding Skin

Discarded and forgotten like pieces of junk left on the beach at day’s end to slowly deteriorate in the sand. Nothing to do but wait for time to obliterate what […]

Filthy and Stained

He’d take one look at me and see the birth of wrath, walk through the mirror and into my heart He would deliver my tears, and after – he’d convert […]

My Bad

“I’ll make it easy for you, Alice. I’ll go first.” the Mad Bunny offered. “Go where?” Alice was puzzled. “Go look into my heart” the Mad Bunny retorted. Alice’s head […]

Mad Bunny on Art

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Some people in life hold the key to understanding you and me. Like Bruce Lee. Why anyone would not like Bruce Lee I cannot comprehend so if you don’t like […]

Bruce Lee

This three headed dragon I am trying to behead is spitting out at me scorching flames of red. Red is the color I dread. For one, There is no going […]

Red Is The Color I Dread

If I die And you live I will be alive As soon as I die. (Poem by my son Skye, age 8) Accessories – Photo manipulation by Caras Ionut

If I Die

Where are you now you poets you rebels you punks you sorry ass drunks you hippies you loners you inert stoners Where are you now you sweet-talking users promisciouos djs […]

Where Are You Now?

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In my twenties (was that really so long ago?) I knew the words of every song that played on the radio. I had my heroes I was an avid reader, […]

A Coming of (Middle) Age

There are days when nothing feels right I see the sun but I can’t see the light it must be the transiting alignment of stars that provokes the itching of […]

A Hundred Years Old

Making way across the sky clouds are engaged in proving that the earth is moving. But more than that, each cloud knows in its heart that every end is a […]

Clouds

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Look Into Your Heart

With her hands resting on her hips, Alice turned to the Mad Bunny. If I am to get a hold of my passion and grow I’d have to go where […]

Look Into Your Heart

“I am always up for an adventure!” the Mad Bunny exclaimed. “Lets go find the Great Wizard and get that ego back, so that you can be the great artist […]

Skyping the Great Wizard

The Magic of Ego

Before Alice had time to knock on the door, she heard the Mad Bunny yell out, “Come on in, it’s open!” Alice walked into a spacious, creatively very messed up […]

The Magic of Ego

“You have so many talents, Alice. You write, you paint, you make all kinds of art with your hands; not to mention those perfect joints you roll… You can cook, […]

Fear of Exposure

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“What’s that you’re writing, Alice?” asked the Mad Bunny. “I am writing a personals ad.” “You don’t say?” This Alice never fails to surprise me, he thought to himself. “It’s […]

The Secret

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The Mad Bunny woke up feeling great after a long night of hot sex with Alice. He was full of energy and wanted to do something special, like go out […]

Lets Fuck Like Bunnies

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I am like an elephant, I have a long memory for things that tear me apart like a fighter in a ring round after round fight after fight night after […]

I Am Like An Elephant

Some things are just impossible, you say planting a kiss on my hair. Why do I get a feeling that you’re thinking of us? If you are, don’t think that, […]

Give Me a Lever…

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I fink u freeky

Die Antwoord are weird, freaky, disgusting even, but somehow, incredibly awesome. They bring an entirely new style of music and culture, with a blast!  

‘I fink u freeky’

“I’d love to know more about you.” Alice turned to the Mad Bunny, “Were you born this way?” A puzzled look crossed the Mad Bunny’s face. Alice felt she needed […]

Born This Way

After the photo shoot was over, the Mad Bunny asked Alice to make him another one of her majestic joints. The secret of a good joint is in the weed, […]

Like Smoking Candy

My mom says that I’ve got hobbit feet Soon enough these feet will hit the street Soon enough these feet will walk a mile Carrying me with a lot of […]

Hobbit Feet

I wonder about you but dare not decide on what kind of ride this is or isn’t. Still, in the back of my mind there’s a buzz and throughout the […]

I Wonder About You

The leaves have fallen The time has passed The crow has landed without a blast. It has the urge the words to say the secret it’s guarding to give away […]

The Key of Time

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Iboga Dreamtime

The Embassadors – Iboga Dreamtime – Official Music video To view, type in the secret code: filipgajic Entheogen initiation with the plant teacher of the highest order.

Iboga Dreamtime

I Want You But I Don't Need You

Momus cover by Amanda Palmer I like you, and I’d like you to like me to like you But I don’t need you Don’t need you to want me to […]

I Want You But I Don’t Need You

I had wet dreams all night long, turning and tossing in my bed, in worship my mouth raved on your body, drawing out patches of red. I heard myself cry […]

Wet Dreams

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I have a few questions A few things I’d like to know… What is it that pulls us this or that way, to and fro? How do we know which […]

I’d like to know

When people like me run into people like you it’s an opposites attraction, and there isn’t much one can do Just watch the sparks fly while they fly between you […]

People Like Me

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When a light goes out it invites misgiving and uncertainty – the whole world becomes darker for a moment for an eternity And suddenly here feels like a foreign land […]

R.I.P.

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Imagination on the loose is a blessing and a curse it invites trouble it makes one into double. But how does one break free from freedom? How do you deny […]

Flying With Birds

It’s nice to read about it in the poem, to think, yes, i’ve known this once and more than once, this force, this fever, this madness… i can die now. […]

Love…

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The worst thing you can do when faced with a beast is act like a deer. Look at him straight in the eyes show him no fear. Hold his gaze, […]

Taming the Beast

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Thousands of warriors celebrate life, and die as the Wall turns into a Well trying to quench its own thirst trying to draw a parting of the lips called a […]

Nothing

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I am me, that’s what I’ll always be although I may not always stay as you see me today. You see, this me transforms it tends to change shapes and […]

Sad Clown

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Little Boys

I bet you don’t know how much food two little boys can devour in less than an hour. And keep on asking for more, hour after hour, until the fridge […]

Little Boys

Inside of me there is a place where fireflies their destiny face Memories of childhood long carefree days playing hide and seek in cobble maze Climbing tree tops and flying […]

Inside of Me

River is just like his name deep and fluid, and with a sense of direction just thinking about it gives me an erection, figuratively speaking. Nobody knows how important a […]

River

Skye is just like his name open and wide and blue, and when at times clouds get in the way the wind comes to blow them away, usually in less […]

Skye

My memory resembles a finely crafted needlepoint lace hole after hole, a pattern appears that i somehow fail to retrace. So many faces, places lost in the labyrinth of my […]

A bit more honest

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There is nothing quite like swimmingin that short intervaljust before the day breathes out its last breath. The sun bleeds out,leaving a smudged stain across the sky meeting its deathThe wind is quietthe sea is […]

Swimming in Sunset

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You’ve given me a difficult task, to write about my body. Not sure if I can find much inspiration, if it’s any consolation, it’s not my body that’s at fault […]

My Body

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We will leave here without memories To tender tremor of morning husk To sadness and moonlight in the woods To some lonely place at dusk I will leave here without […]

Without Memories

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I am not really a player, just someone who’s come to know that if you take yourself seriously life quickly turns to a foe. I do what I can to […]

All Those Me’s

Dark clouds come typing themselves on my screen, in fast strokes of angry blunter. Funny, the ram would be tiger still thinks he can rattle this panther. I roll my […]

Peeking

Alice in Wonder Fucking Land

“You are quite a pleasant surprise. You make a good doobie”, said the Mad Bunny as he took another drag of Alice’s giant joint. She shrugged her shoulders in indifference. The […]

Alice in Wonder-Fucking-Land

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I thought I heard somebody call my name though i couldn’t see the man, only a hand written invitation – I almost mistook it for a citation. I must have imagined. […]

Making Up As I Go

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There was a time when I used to wear my heart on my hair. To be more exact, on a hairpin pinned to my hair, but that was a long […]

It Used To Fly

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As I glide above thick layers of puffy clouds I can see the world is a truly beautiful place. Rooftops and skyscrapers, mountains and seas, even cities with people humming […]

It Is How It Feels

I imagine you’d know how to touch me, and where, you would look into my eyes and see the moon there locked inside each other, we remain for a while You […]

I Imagine

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When I was little, the gypsies stole me. They carried me out in the dead of the night, and let me watch from the elephant’s back as my home disappeared […]

The Balancing Act

The night is dark and with clouds obscuring the stars there isn’t much to see. A sea like any other sea, For the love of the Moon it is ready […]

Fishing For Memories

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Here it comes. Tsunami of thoughts unspoken, like a beam from the blaster, can it come through at the rate of 48 words per minute I can’t type any faster. […]

Remember to Forget

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The man who knows that all words were already said by someone before, that there is nothing new under the sun, thinks I am the one who can take him […]

There Are Places I Know

I watch the tall man outside under a giant umbrella as he watches… something. Drop by drop, pop by pop, my window gets infected with the blisters of rain. One […]

The Storm Spinner

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I was raised to believe that being a patriot is a virtue. Growing up, I learned that it is a very thin line between patriotism and nationalism, when I saw […]

Fight for Your World, Not Your Country

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I miss you a lot. I miss meaningful relations, with or without the ships. and you are one of my most meaningful relationSHIPS. I had one of those weird birthday […]

Dear Jewels,

Change Your Words, Change Your World

This short film illustrates the power of words to radically effect change. Discover the power of transforming your own words in Andrea Gardner’s book ‘Change Your Words, Change Your World’ […]

Change Your Words

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I'm Not the Killing Type

I wouldn’t kill to win a war I don’t get what they do it for It’s all so terribly vague I see the pictures from a thousand years of battle […]

I’m Not the Killing Type

William Blake (28 November 1757 – 12 August 1827) •    A fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees. •    Every harlot was a virgin once. •    […]

William Blake Quotes

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So perhaps it is true that our core obsessions are of a darker nature, and concern creatures that crawl and burrow and slide through the skin, slip into the bloodstream, […]

Love is a Wolf

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By our best enemies we do not want to be spared, nor by those either whom we love from the very heart. So let me tell you the truth! My […]

War and Warriors

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Twenty monks and one nun, who was named Eshun, were practicing meditation with a certain Zen master. Eshun was very pretty even though her head was shaved and her dress […]

If You Love, Love Openly

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Erich Fromm‘s books “The Art of Loving” and “The Fear of Freedom” shaped my views a great deal when I was just a teenager. Here are some of my favorite […]

Erich Fromm Quotes

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  In each individual the spirit is made flesh, in each one the whole of creation suffers, in each one a Savior is crucified. Demian Love isn’t there to make […]

Hermann Hesse Quotes

One day a young Buddhist on his journey home, came to the banks of a wide river. Staring hopelessly at the great obstacle in front of him, he pondered for […]

The Other Side

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Invention of Love

Invention of Love is one of the most beautiful animated films I’ve ever seen. A love story from the world of gears and bolts. Inspired by Lotte Reiniger works and […]

Invention of Love

A picture speaks a thousand words… Photo by Brian Rasic.

Amy, Amy, Amy…

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Heart's A Mess

Pick apart The pieces of your heart And let me peer inside Let me in Where only your thoughts have been Let me occupy your mind As you do mine […]

Heart’s A Mess

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Hallelujah

Leonard Cohen’s song “Hallelujah” resided in that pantheon of great songs that have been sung, interpreted, chopped, parodied (intentionally and unintentionally), and beaten to death, until Jeff Buckley came along […]

Hallelujah

I would like you to be my last poem Of all the words I have I am speaking only one Unspoken word It could be the oath Or the most […]

The Last Poem

Who's Gonna Save My Soul Now?

Here’s a beautiful song, and one well suited to this blog…

Who’s Gonna Save My Soul Now?

The luminous evanescence of love Reminiscent of the fragrance of a rose As potent as impotent am I Just one breath to overdose Inhale it deeply let it percolate I […]

The Evanescence of Love

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I am not a river to flow and shape the land with gentle stream, nor am I wind to blow away the dream. Can’t even manage to move the clouds […]

My Sweetnest

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Why Don't You Change? - Krishnamurti

Here is a short clip taken from J. Krishnamurti’s Life Story & Teachings.  As always, his words are profound and carry a thought provoking message for all of us.

Why Don’t You Change? – Krishnamurti

In silence I listen to the sound of your sleep A few stolen moments that I get to keep I watch your body sway in rhythmic motion Serene and distant, […]

Sleepless

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The Prodigal Son

The Prodigal Son, also known as the Lost Son, is one of the best known parables of Jesus. It appears only in the Gospel of Luke in the New Testament […]

The Prodigal Son

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Ludwig Wittgenstein on Words

“Here we come up against the great question that lies behind all these considerations. . . . . Instead of producing something common to all that we call language, I […]

Ludwig Wittgenstein on Words

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“A man who doesn’t know where he comes from cannot know where he is going.” Having this in mind, last summer I went back to my forefathers’ lands. There I […]

Past Present Future

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Today I met an old friend whom I hadn’t seen for quite a while, and he was impatient to give me his news. But even before he had a chance […]

Love is

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Quantum Apocalypse

What is the Quantum Apocalypse?  Lifting of the veil, to uncover the true nature of one’s self, to penetrate the surface of reality, the disclosure of hidden information, escaping the […]

Quantum Apocalypse

Au suivant / Next

Here is Jacques Brel’s maestral performance of his chanson AU SUIVANT. And here is Nick Cave’s interpretation, at Barry Adamson’s concert in November 2007, where he appears as a special […]

Au suivant / Next

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Kutiman

I just discovered an amazing music video editor, Kutiman, whose website you can check out here: thru you. Incredible what can be done with some inventiveness. Watch!

Kutiman

I believe in love. I even believe in that once-in-a-lifetime kind of love, the transforming, purifying and elevating love, the one that was meant to be. I am not saying […]

Love, anyone?

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It was a cold morning chill that brushed against my feet and sneaked under my blanket, waking me up in shivers. I could not shake off the dream; it was […]

Fly Away

The most hurtful are the words not spoken, the words confined to the tangible silence that separates us into you and me. Photography by Scott Horvath

Silencio

“He who knows nothing, loves nothing. He who can do nothing understands nothing. He who understands nothing is worthless. But he who understands also loves, notices, sees… The more knowledge […]

The Way of Love

Help

It’s not often one can hear a remake that sounds better than the original, but I find that Tina Turner’s version of the famous Beatles song “Help” does just that. […]

Help

The Mysticism of Friendship

Just as meter is the measure of length, and gram is the measure of weight, in the same way trust is the measure of intimacy. And although most of us […]

The Mysticism of Friendship

Absolutes Thinking

Zen Master Seung Sahn From the 1985 Sumner Kyol Che Opening, Ceremony Linc just said, “Zen is very simple. Dishwashing time, just wash dishes; sitting time, just sit; driving time, […]

Absolutes Thinking

My Son

(an experiment in pretentiousness) The day is dying Yet his joie de vivre is self-inciting Inadvertent and insular As impervious to my languor as it is inalienable. A memento of […]

My Son

After being glued to my computer like a geek, I changed shifts and switched to party mode last week. I met interesting people and what’s more, they got to meet […]

A Self-Centered Poem

Kismet

A Word For My Sons When two people decide to walk side by side, There are many things they both must abide, There are many things on which they must […]

Kismet

Laughing With Reality

It’s amazing how little is needed to change our perspective; and even more amazing how often it’s precisely that little we seem to lack. But once the perspective changes, everything […]

Laughing With Reality

The Magic of Words

“…seeing the awesome power of the word, we must understand what power comes out of our mouths. One fear or doubt planted in our mind can create an endless drama […]

The Magic of Words

Our World

We live in the matrix. A chaotic reality which we try to understand and master so as to be able to control it, as well as ourselves. It is a […]

Our World

I am the girl who will take time To write this ad into a rhyme, A crazy perfectionist known to dwell If a job is worth doing it’s worth doing […]

Personals Ad

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1. Be Impeccable With Your Word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power […]

The Four Agreements®

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maggy and milly and molly and may

maggy and milly and molly and may went down to the beach (to play one day) and maggie discovered a shell that sang so sweetly she couldn’t remember her troubles, […]

maggy and milly and molly and may

Legacy

THINGS MY SON SHOULD KNOW AFTER I’VE DIED I was young once. I dug holes near a canal and almost drowned. I filled notebooks with words as carefully as a […]

Legacy

I stumbled upon an interesting photographer yesterday, Alexander Bergstrom.  As I clicked through his fine art gallery, I could feel the hollowness of the images intruding on my mind’s eye, […]

Far Away From Me

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I Met the Walrus

I really liked this interview with John Lennon, and how it was animated.

I Met the Walrus

Small plazas, busy bars, colorful shops. The usual morning chit-chat makes for a slow moving queue in a tabaqueria. I take a short break for a croissant and coffee and watch drunks […]

Another Beautiful Day in Barcelona

If anybody asks you, “What is Sufism? What religion is it?“, you may answer, “Sufism is the religion of the heart, the religion in which the most important thing is […]

Sufism – The Religion of the Heart

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Mind the Gap

In London tube, we are warned to mind the gap between the train and the platform. In life, we must learn to mind the gap between the life we dreamed […]

Mind the Gap

“Be good. Do good. Be kind. Be compassionate. Bear insult. Bear injury. This is the highest Sadhana.” Swami Sivananda was one of the most prolific Yoga teachers who has ever […]

Swami Sivananda

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Carmen Amaya

Carmen Amaya (1913 – 1963) is considered by many to be one of the greatest flamenco dancers who ever lived. During the peak of her career in the 40’s and […]

Carmen Amaya

You need not do anything. Remain sitting at your table and listen. You need not even listen, just wait. You need not even wait, just learn to be quiet, still […]

Learn To Be Quiet

Moonlight Sonata

Wilhelm Kempff plays Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata mvt. 3

Moonlight Sonata

In my bedroom The sharp edges of shadows Slice the world into jagged fragments In the light in the darkness, as Splinters of thought glimmer and fuse Glimmer and fuse […]

A New Page

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Hildegard of Bingen

“…A BLAZING MIND LONGING TO SOAR ABOVE THE CLOUDS.” Hildegard (1098-1179) was the tenth child of of a noble German family. At the age of 8, she was sent to […]

Hildegard of Bingen

Humoresque

Here’s another one of my favorites, Humouresque, played by great master Art Tatum.

Humouresque

Veinte poemas de amor y una canción desesperada

XX – Pablo Neruda Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche. Escribir, por ejemplo: “La noche está estrellada, y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos”. El viento de […]

Veinte poemas de amor y una canción desesperada

As taught by the wizard I denounced my stars and guides And left them behind As taught by the wizard I picked up the scattered pieces And put them together […]

Looking For Landmarks

So What

So What – Miles Davis & John Coltrane

So What

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My Soul Is Dark

My soul is dark – Oh! quickly string The harp I yet can brook to hear; And let thy gentle fingers fling Its melting murmurs o’er mine ear. If in […]

My Soul Is Dark

In the kingdom of fire-spitting dragons Five headed monsters And other blown up villains Guarding the walls of the air fortress One blonde knight is screaming joyfully Not a single […]

Blonde Knight

Jiddu Krishnamurti On Truth

Jiddhu Krishnamurti (1895 – 1986) Questions and Answers – Ojai, California, 8th May, 1980 Question: There is a prevalent assumption these days that everything is relative, a matter of personal […]

Krishnamurti’s Thoughts on Truth

Banksy-Diogenes

(c. 412- c. 323 B.C) was a very playful philosopher who liked to use great wit when challenging the values and beliefs of his fellow citizens in ancient Athens. He […]

Diogenes of Sinope

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By Harry Frankfurt Princeton University One of the most salient features of our culture is that there is so much bullshit. Everyone knows this. Each of us contributes his share. […]

On Bullshit

Seven Blunders of the World

Seven blunders of the world, according to Mahatma Gandhi, are: 1. Wealth without work 2. Pleasure without conscience 3. Knowledge without character 4. Commerce without morality 5. Science without humanity […]

Seven Blunders of the World

The World As I See It – An Essay By Albert Einstein

“How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he sometimes thinks he senses it. […]

The World As I See It – An Essay By …

The Invitation

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It […]

The Invitation

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The Last Lecture of Randy Pausch

“On September 18, 2007, Carnegie Mellon professor and alumnus Randy Pausch delivered a one-of-a-kind last lecture that made the world stop and pay attention. It became an Internet sensation viewed […]

The Last Lecture of Randy Pausch

Sunday Morning Jazz

And now, for something completely different….  Here’s an amazing Dave Brubeck performance. It’s from an old set he did in Australia. This is one of my favorite numbers, Blue Rondo […]

Sunday Morning Jazz

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Two Meteors

It all starts from afar It all starts from within Fueling dissipated life To induce a little sin Devious mind is yours to abide The descent of heart is all […]

Two Meteors

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"Social Chameleon" May Pay Emotional Price

By DANIEL GOLEMAN Published: March 12, 1985 in The New York Times EVERYONE wants to make a good impression, but for some people it is almost a way of life. […]

“Social Chameleon” May Pay Emotional Price

Off the White Cliffs

I dive fearlessly into the cold blue water of the ocean, off the white cliffs of Cyprus. Last time I was here it was in my dreams, a still frame […]

Off the White Cliffs

Somebody who met me just yesterday already missed me today, so I’ve been told.  It’s nice to be missed, for a change. But I’m growing wary of those who miss […]

Timelessness

Morning Coffee

Morning sun is bathing the streets with its clear light. I lazily sip my coffee, seated at a secluded table under a large oak tree, and watch the people hurry […]

Morning Coffee

Belgrade is enjoying its second week of cold weather. I walk the wet city streets, trying to avoid frequent puddles in the old, damaged pavement. The exercise impels me to […]

The Microcosm

To Infuse

Nausea. Sickness. Vomiting. I take my wet shirt off. I am all covered in cold sweat. I get under two blankets, but I’m still freezing. For a few minutes, I […]

To Infuse

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Over the past months I’ve been taken on an emotional roller coaster ride. (I guess pregnancy can do that to a girl.) Vertigo, loss of balance, even loss of gravity […]

Hagalaz – The Rune of Hail and Disruption

Invited by the luminous rainbow Entranced by a flight that’s soaring She didn’t see under flying carpet Translucent bugs were crawling Safely tucked in the dreamscape To be betrayed by […]

The Way Home

Horizontal vs. Vertical Life

Of all the elements, I love water most. Maybe I’d love air too, if I knew how to fly, but I don’t. I can swim and I can dive. Deep […]

Horizontal vs. Vertical Life

What Scares Me More

The twisting of knife Left stabbed in my chest To keep the wound raw There can be no rest I do the work myself You merely help With words so […]

What Scares Me More

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Fluency

Looking back at the girl I was some ten, fifteen years ago, I can’t help but feel slight envy at her lightheartedness. Life wasn’t much different then, not in the […]

Fluency

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Colour Vocabulary

Colour Terms This list contains 168 definitions of obscure colour terms using combinations of ‘normal’ colours of the rainbow and descriptive adjectives; e.g. cardinal = deep scarlet red; russet = […]

Colour Vocabulary

Yellow Lemon Tree

Yellow Lemon Tree

Aldous Huxley Quotes

That we do not learn very much from the lessons of history is the most important of all the lessons of history. ~ in Collected Essays Under favorable conditions, practically […]

Aldous Huxley Quotes

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A Man With the Sun in His Eyes

Last night I met a girl with no face. She was talking to a friend of mine. Sitting on the side, I couldn’t resist looking at her, admiring her prominent […]

A Man With the Sun in His Eyes

The Rain

It’s raining. Everybody’s running in. I’m going out. A few curious glances from passers-by are nothing I’m not used to. Instead of an umbrella, I open my arms, inviting the […]

The Rain

Back Into Focus

Time is an illusion If I can remember the future Than I can sure forget the past Out of focus When tears inhabit eyes The vision is blurry And the […]

Back Into Focus

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The Soul of All Things

If you lay bound upon the wheel of change, And there was no way of breaking free from the chain, The Heart of the boundless Being would then be a […]

The Soul of All Things

A Dog Person

I am a dog person. Dogs know that. They come to me. There is something about the dog species that immediately puts me at ease. Big or small, beautiful or […]

A Dog Person

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Loose the metrics The form don’t matter Dive into the void With arms open wide Initiate the mystery Take this sleeping angel for a ride Show her the power Of […]

In the Mother, in the Mother

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Release. Let go. Trust. Set sail. Set sail. One thing becomes another in the Mother in the Mother. Ripen the black moonstone soul gem polished in the Underworld to a […]

The Queen of Death

Celtic Invocation to the Goddess

I who am the beauty of the green Earth, The white moon and the Mystery on the waters, Call upon your soul to rise and come unto me, For from […]

Celtic Invocation to the Goddess

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The Giving Tree

This is the actual 1973 Giving Tree Movie read by its author, Shel Silverstein.  I’m really happy I can share this with you.

The Giving Tree

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Recently Landed

My flight landed recently, after a long, dreamy vacation into the fantasy world. It takes time to acclimatize back to normal. I still haven’t arrived completely. Parts of me have […]

Recently Landed

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“Never give children a chance of imagining that anything exists in isolation. Make it plain from the very beginning that all living is relationship. Show them relationships in the woods, […]

Relationships

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My name drops off your lips like honey To be with me, time is not an issue or money, You proffer your heart on the palm of your hand Pledging […]

Sweetnicide

Your words Dance in the shadow of my heart Like tiny particles of light Glimmering, fading, vanishing, Flawless in their translucence, Scattering, flimsy, weightless, Sparse, and lacking in puissance. Your […]

Your Words

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Timing is everything. We all want the same things, yet when we get them we often find it is not the right moment, that we are not ready, or that […]

Timing Is Everything

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Where there is vision, there is possibility. The major challenge of self-realization lies in our ability to tune into the subtle energy of cosmic creativity and become instrumental in channeling […]

Anything Can Happen

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IN TO ME SEE

We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what we give. -Winston Churchill INTIMACY: in to me see. That is what intimacy is about – […]

IN TO ME SEE

The Elements

FIRE In alchemy, the chemical element of sulfur was often associated with Fire and its alchemical symbol and its symbol was an upward-pointing triangle. In alchemic tradition, metals are incubated […]

The Elements

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Basking for the Future

These past few days I have been immersing myself in the essence of the spring; completely soaked in the intoxicating scents lingering after the rain, the blossoming trees, freshly cut […]

Basking for the Future

Ramblings

Rameau Trying to figure out the day ahead, I gaze at the colorless sky but it gazes right back at me, unflinching and impenetrable in its vagueness. Flirting with the morning […]

Ramblings

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“I write of the wish that comes true — for some reason, a terrifying concept.” – James M. Cain Whenever you think you want something, you’d better think twice, for […]

Me Am Always I

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Lady Luck may like some more than others, and obviously one can’t be held responsible for one’s good fortune or the lack of it. However, those who are miserable are […]

180 Degrees of Personal Transformation

)when what hugs stopping earth than silent is

)when what hugs stopping earth than silent is more silent than more than much more is or total sun oceaning than any this tear jumping from each most least eye […]

)when what hugs stopping earth than silent is

Air

I am not Earth, you cannot mold me I am not Water, you cannot pour me I am not Fire, you can’t ignite me I am nothing but Air so […]

The Air

Earth

You must teach your children that the ground beneath their feet is the ashes of your grandfathers. So that they will respect the land, tell your children that the earth […]

The Earth

Fire

“The weakest of all weak things is a virtue which has not been tested in the fire.” – Mark Twain Initiated by Fire Burned by desire Baptized by Fire To […]

The Fire

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Water

I have a special connection with the Water. I need to live close to it so that I can take my “water walks” and recharge my batteries in its proximity. […]

The Water

Who Am I? - Allan Watts

It has become fashionable, and it is nothing more than a fashion, to believe that the universe is dumb, stupid. That intelligence, values, love and fine feelings reside only within the […]

Who Am I? – Allan Watts

Looking Sideways

It’s another sunny day, I can’t wait to get away From the city from the crowd from the madness I take one step at the time, I pretend that all […]

Looking Sideways

As time goes by

You must remember this A kiss is just a kiss A sigh is just a sigh The fundamental things apply As time goes by And when two lovers woo They […]

As Time Goes By

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Life and Music - Alan Watts

What is life if not the pilgrimage to oneself?

Life and Music – Alan Watts

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The Light of a Smile

It’s incredible how a smile can transform the souls of those it touches. Here are two poems that tell exactly how I feel this very moment: THE RED HORSE In the […]

The Light of a Smile

Spring Depression

Thoughts are the traces of freedom we all dream of, but experience only fleetingly. Everything else is just a routine of our daily dynamics. I want to think positive thoughts, […]

Spring Depression

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Memoryproof

the wind folds branches of trees traffic lights change cars stop people walk i watch through the window erupting with rain drops yet like a silent movie from stillness, from quiet of […]

Memoryproof

The Meaning of Love

I’ve always equated romantic love with inspiration and creativity that come from interacting with another. Which is why all I ever wanted in a romantic relationship was to inspire each […]

The Meaning of Love

Leo Buscaglia Quotes

Felice Leonardo “Leo” Buscaglia Ph.D. (31 March 1924 – 12 June 1998), also known as “Dr Love,” was an author, motivational speaker, and a professor of Special Education. Buscaglia worked […]

Leo Buscaglia Quotes

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Gemini Twins Dilemma

When most people think of twins, they think of likeness, sameness and sharing. The word itself connotates images of similarities between siblings. Yet, for the Twins of Gemini, this symbolic […]

The Gemini Twins Dilemma

This Love

This love So violent So fragile So tender So hopeless This love As beautiful as the day And as wretched as the weather When the weather is wretched This love […]

This Love – by Jacques Prévert

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fuck fucked love

How I miss the time when I didn’t have a clue who the man I loved was, the time when I’d think of him, and feel only endless, boundless love. […]

fuck fucked love

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Arthur C. Clarke

Arthur C. Clark died today at the age of 90, in Sri Lanka which has been his home since 1950’s.  A great visionary and a science fiction author who planted […]

In Memoriam: Arthur C. Clarke

Something has been amputated, cut off and burned. I can still recall the repugnant smell of burning flesh, but not the pain. The pain has been replaced by vacant, empty, […]

I Have Become Comfortably Numb

Krishnamurti’s Thoughts on Love

When I say I know you, I mean I knew you yesterday. I do not know you actually now. All I know is my image of you. That image is […]

Krishnamurti’s Thoughts on Love

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Pluto Transits

Pluto Transits through the various signs are not equal. Depending upon the sign, Pluto may spend as little as 11 years in a sign or as much as 31. Depending […]

Pluto Transits

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Nihilism

The word of the day is NIHILISM, as defined by dictionary.com: “total and absolute destructiveness, especially toward the world at large and including oneself.” A common, but misleading, description of […]

Nihilism

All You Need Is Love

Love transcends structured systems of logical thought, and all teachings regarding love should be abandoned, even this teaching. A fundamental tactic employed by elite control institutions throughout human history has […]

All You Need Is Love

A Rune Reading

PAST – WUNJO – JOY, LIGHT This rune is a branch full of fruits, an alchemical moment that had to have happened. With joy comes a new energy; energy that […]

A Rune Reading

A dream within a dream

Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow: You are not wrong who deem That my days have been a dream; […]

A Dream Within A Dream

Hope for Africa

Clouds are scattered across blue sky hanging low, Beneath them savannah’s drying and nomad tribes are on the go. Beneath them babies are crying for mother’s milk; it doesn’t flow. […]

Hope for Africa

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The color of the day was mainly gray, with shades that whole spectrum convey. Beyond my grasp, meaning eludes, as unavailing as my moods. Alone in the mist #2 – […]

A Moody Sunday

THE RUNES Runes are the sacred symbols of the Teutonic tribes, and in the past, a whole system of philosophy and magic was based on them. Runes were used in […]

Runes

Astrae Signum

“We are born at a given moment, in a given place and, like vintage years of wine, we have the qualities of the year and of the season of which […]

Astrae Signum

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Enteogeni

“The antagonism between science and religion, about which we hear so much, appears to me to be purely factitious–fabricated, on the one hand, by short-sighted religious people who confound a […]

ENTEOGENI

Caelestis

God, for me, is everything and nothing; both male and female principle, one and many, everything you can see and everything you can’t see. God is within each one of […]

CAELESTIS

The wind today is so strong, just yesterday it had pulled out trees from their roots and blown away large trucks across highways as effortlessly as if they were toys. […]

A Short Visit

Terence Mckenna Reclaim Your Mind

Catalysts to say what has never been said, to see what has never been seen. To draw, paint, sing, sculpt, dance and act what has never before been done. To […]

Terence Mckenna: Reclaim Your Mind

YU Grupa

DUGO ZNAMO SE Dugo znamo se, Spajaju nas godine, Spajaju nas tajne sto su Dugo cuvane. Dugo znamo se A ko da juce bilo je Zajednicki snovi sto su Davno […]

YU Grupa

You Say

You say that love is freedom So how do you plan to free me You say that love is giving in And what do you have to give me You […]

You Say

With a Little Bit of Luck

With a little bit of luck, One good hand, We could have been winning Our way until the end. With a little bit of truth, We could have Seen where […]

With a Little Bit of Luck

WHAT A LIE

Not a single day goes by That I don’t think of your smile Close my eyes and you’re still mine Ay ay ay, ay ay ay, what a lie… I […]

WHAT A LIE

Voda Gasi Vatru

Evo ima neko vreme Kako moje sale ne nalaze put, Ne bude tvoj smeh Nije da ne marim vise za tebe, Ali vreme za nasu ljubav I poljupce Sad je […]

Voda Gasi Vatru

Peregrinus

I am hyper-active (was born that way), and can’t sit for long in one place unless my intellect is provoked by some great mental challenge. And, as I am just […]

Peregrinus

Devojačko Veče

CHARACTERS BELLA 28 godina, udaje se za Freda JANE 42 godine, Bellina tetka, majka Alise, lepuskasta zrela zena, drugi put udata ALISA 21 godina, cerka od Jane BYRON 30 godina, […]

Devojacko Vece

All That You Are

Like a beautiful woman in a million dollar dress, Like a solitaire diamond that doesn’t need to impress, Like a night sky’s shiny star, all that you are. Like a […]

All That You Are

Ayahuasca

This was a wonderful experience and one of those for which words will not be adequate. My kundalini energy was released and it felt like a colorful snake, formed by […]

Ayahuasca

FORTUNE If you are looking to find – you should keep in mind: only a few will come through, if they are really true. Now days are passing us by, […]

Van Gogh

An Ordinary Day

It seemed to be just an ordinary day when I heard something he didn’t say. I looked around and I found silence. But I could feel it coming, despite the […]

An Ordinary Day

Ljubav Koju Osećam

Mi se nismo sreli vec prepoznali, od neba otkinuli komad vecnosti ispunjenog srca, svaku noc i dan – Ti si ljubav koju osecam. Mislila sam da ce vecno trajati verovala […]

Ljubav Koju Osećam

I’ve seen the blackness of the dark That makes the night I’ve seen the power of the spark That brings the light And it cannot be denied, What has lived […]

I am Sunshine

BOLI ME KITA When I look at world around me, I see disarray Never before have I pictured things to be this way It all flows like milk and honey, […]

Familija

A Ujutro Nestacu

A UJUTRO NESTAĆU Nocas pijem bez nade da jos me mozda trebas. Stace put pre svitanja, izbrisacu secanja, i ujutro nestacu. Popicu more pica, pusticu reku suza. O tebi svima […]

A Ujutro Nestacu

Tabernante Iboga

“If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite.” (William Blake) I woke up at 9am, but did not have any breakfast, only […]

Tabernante Iboga

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Muškarci

Mišićavi, razvijeni, Preplanuli mačo-meni, Hiroviti, prevrtljivi, Uzbudljivi, nasrtljivi. Osećajni, senzibilni, Topli, nežni, seksipilni. Sponzori i kešolovci, i iskusni brakolomci. Agresivni, pacifisti, Pešaci, biciklisti. Kick-bokseri, meditanti, Iskreni i foliranti. Lepi, zgodni, […]

Muškarci

VOLIM ŽENE

Visoke i elegantne, izrazajne i markantne, oble, tople, nezne, jedre namrstene ili vedre. Volim one lepe, crne zbog kojih mi ruka trne, volim one male plave sto mi uvek dodju […]

VOLIM ŽENE

YU Songs

ON THE SEASIDE I was walking on the seaside, feeling lonely on the inside, when a blond girl came my way made me happy, made me gay She was good […]

YU Songs

Stvoritelj Osmeha Mog

Kad cutim ja on uvek zna po boji tisine te da li je u redu sve da li je da ili ne on uvek zna kad cutim ja. Kad pricam […]

Stvoritelj Osmeha Mog

Poklonicu joj nebo

I WILL GIVE HER HEAVEN Fragrance of night won’t let me sleep I’m all alone Waiting for day to feel ok to be on my own Deep inside words I […]

Poklonicu joj nebo

Kad je lep i suncan dan

Kad je lep i sunčan dan, kad si sa mnom nasmejan, Tad je život kao san tebi ja bih da ga dam. Jer ti si snažan, ti si jak, čak […]

Kad je lep i suncan dan

Zaljubljeni Zodijak

OVAN Svestan svoga postojanja i podređen samo sebi, bez iskustva i bez straha okrenuo se meni: “Došao sam da te probudim da tvoje telo pokrenem ritmom, da tvoje oči obojim […]

Zaljubljeni Zodijak

Telling From My Point of View

Telling from my point of view, this is a story that is true. You might add a thing or two, just be sure to leave a clue of what we […]

Telling From My Point of View

Ecstasy Experience

My teacher, Miki, is about ten years older than me, but her heart is not. One night Miki came to my house very excited; she had brought with her two […]

Ecstasy Experience

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